hewwo?

[tombtaker]

idk anymore

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[solesuccess]

[ ...hm. ]

Is it too much to ask what kind of memories you experienced? Maybe it'll give us an idea of how it connects. [ he's saying all of this while basically talking into his knees, but it's audible. ]

Wonder what'd happen if somebody else accepted the offer then. Also, why is it always vore?

[tombtaker]

It wasn't a great deal. A flash at most. Something about ... choosing between happiness and stability.

[naeddre]

[mouths the word vore...]

[tombtaker]

[ very quietly:]

What the fuck is vore?

[naeddre]

I am not... entirely sure, but I don't like it based on context.

[solesuccess]

[ louder: ]

I don't want to explain vore.

[tombtaker]

I don't want you to explain vore!

[ TCH ]

[solesuccess]

I'm not getting into the sex part of it, but it's basically being eaten. Okay? And yet still different than cannibalism.

[naeddre]

-- The what part.

[solesuccess]

G**gle it, I'm not explaining!

[inquired]

Lucien.

[tombtaker]

I said not to! It's not my fault he can't listen!

[tombtaker]

No more questions.

[solesuccess]

Thank you.

[inquired]

[ types something into his iris.........


.... makes icon face........ ]


.... At any rate. Happiness and stability, you said.

[tombtaker]

[ hes GOT to find out what vore is. ]

Happiness or stability. A choice. One or the other. Much like what was offered to me to correct, I imagine.

[ he had chosen Brevyn OR the journal in life. And was offered them both before being ... eaten. ]

[naeddre]

[okay but i don't think happiness or stability is a thing you'd get from the journal]

[inquired]

[ +1 ]

[tombtaker]

[ its fine ]

[inquired]

[ time to g**gle ]

Mm. And you rejected her offer, so you were eaten. [ hrmm... ] ... It seems a bit like assimilation is what it wants, doesn't it? When we first arrived here, our senior crew - memoryless, mind - were all quite happy to be working here.

[solesuccess]

Meaning to imply we really can't have both as long as we're on this stupid ship. [ great. ]

[tombtaker]

I believe it's ... the other way around. That it wants to offer us both. As I said, I rejected its offer, and it didn't take to it kindly.

[solesuccess]

[ thank you lucien, he is projecting. ]

...hm. [ he's not entirely sure how to feel about that, actually. ] People have been speculating this whole thing's like a dream in a lot of places. So the idea of dipping into a fantasy to escape reality by taking happiness and stability isn't that far out there, I think.

[naeddre]

... It doesn't seem to want us to leave. The ship. Maybe it thinks we are safer here.

[inquired]

... hmm. Maybe. Perhaps that is why the ship itself locks down on Thursdays. If the disruption in emotion is irregular, the sudden lockdowns could be the ship 'protecting' us, so to speak. Especially considering this has happened before.