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[tombtaker]

idk anymore

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[solesuccess]

[ ... ]

More like a dream state. Or a state of consciousness. I assume Brevyn is someone familiar to you, but...why would this body turn into her? Were the memories you felt Brevyn's? Or of the woman we don't know about?

[tombtaker]

Neither mine nor Brevyn's. [ he is sort of stepping around why it would turn into her. ] I assume they must be the mysterious woman's.

When I rejected the offer, of returning her to life and keeping my journal, the place consumed me.

[solesuccess]

[ ...hm. ]

Is it too much to ask what kind of memories you experienced? Maybe it'll give us an idea of how it connects. [ he's saying all of this while basically talking into his knees, but it's audible. ]

Wonder what'd happen if somebody else accepted the offer then. Also, why is it always vore?

[tombtaker]

It wasn't a great deal. A flash at most. Something about ... choosing between happiness and stability.

[naeddre]

[mouths the word vore...]

[tombtaker]

[ very quietly:]

What the fuck is vore?

[naeddre]

I am not... entirely sure, but I don't like it based on context.

[solesuccess]

[ louder: ]

I don't want to explain vore.

[tombtaker]

I don't want you to explain vore!

[ TCH ]

[solesuccess]

I'm not getting into the sex part of it, but it's basically being eaten. Okay? And yet still different than cannibalism.

[naeddre]

-- The what part.

[solesuccess]

G**gle it, I'm not explaining!

[inquired]

Lucien.

[tombtaker]

I said not to! It's not my fault he can't listen!

[tombtaker]

No more questions.

[solesuccess]

Thank you.

[inquired]

[ types something into his iris.........


.... makes icon face........ ]


.... At any rate. Happiness and stability, you said.

[tombtaker]

[ hes GOT to find out what vore is. ]

Happiness or stability. A choice. One or the other. Much like what was offered to me to correct, I imagine.

[ he had chosen Brevyn OR the journal in life. And was offered them both before being ... eaten. ]

[naeddre]

[okay but i don't think happiness or stability is a thing you'd get from the journal]

[inquired]

[ +1 ]

[tombtaker]

[ its fine ]

[inquired]

[ time to g**gle ]

Mm. And you rejected her offer, so you were eaten. [ hrmm... ] ... It seems a bit like assimilation is what it wants, doesn't it? When we first arrived here, our senior crew - memoryless, mind - were all quite happy to be working here.

[solesuccess]

Meaning to imply we really can't have both as long as we're on this stupid ship. [ great. ]

[tombtaker]

I believe it's ... the other way around. That it wants to offer us both. As I said, I rejected its offer, and it didn't take to it kindly.

[solesuccess]

[ thank you lucien, he is projecting. ]

...hm. [ he's not entirely sure how to feel about that, actually. ] People have been speculating this whole thing's like a dream in a lot of places. So the idea of dipping into a fantasy to escape reality by taking happiness and stability isn't that far out there, I think.